O Christmas!

Christmas is aproaching!
But what most people excited about is not the birth of our saviour or about Jesus , rather it is more about holidays, a time for visiting native place for out stationed and much more… And some others were excited about the new clothes, presents or accessories they would get. Sometimes I do wonder what kind of world we are living. Being born in a christian family by name and not knowing that Jesus was born for us is a very sad thing.

It is time we looked around us, conscious of our religion, our important days and celebrate it in the way it should be, not on how we want it to be! Let us held hands together to glorify Jesus, and stop leading people towards grave. Let us remember that- we can either choose to be like the ‘shepherds’ who forget every worldly things for their excitement to welcome the Lord Jesus, to bow before Him, or like ‘the three wisemen’ who, instead of following the guiding star all through the way, rather rely on their worldly wisdom, and led to the death many children. Let us realised that while we a thinking that we are very smart and reliable, we can be into the process of bringing about the anxiety and even the destruction of the world around us!

May the Lord blessed us all to be a fruitful Christian.

Have a blessed X-Mas,2008.

BE HAPPY!

One of the worst week of my life is going to end tomorrow. I am so happy to experience the reality that nothing lasts forever or else, I’ll surely drop. I had skipped sleeping as if a had a sleep storing machine which does not function properly . Sometime we do have to do what we are suppose to do but not what we wanna do. I wonder what my face would look like. Its been so long I have really looked at myself in the mirror, not that I care but I just want to know.
Nevertheless, I do love the job I do and am really happy when I am working. It gave me an environment where I am left alone, unless I want to be disturbed or intrude upon. I thank God for the good things He had done in my life, which He is currently doing and whatever He will do in the future. I thank God for granting me the heart to understand that, Strife is a part of life. I am glad that I had to strife but still happy on the process. Outer appearanc e doesn’t matter much when we are happy with what we’ve got in our hands at present because life is made up of a chain of ‘presents’ .
Keep Smiling amidst tears and Be Happy!

The Girl

A lonely girl stands in the window,
Watching the pouring rain.
She reflected on her life,
The past, the present and the future.
A smile touch her lips,
But there are tears in her eyes,
Tears of joy, longing and remembrance.
She is lonely but happy,
She smiles on her mistakes,
And the tears show her understanding-
that life is not a bed of roses.
Things may come and may go,
But in them, were no power to destroy her.
She learnt how to be pleased or hurt,
By the colours of her life.
She is standing lonely,
With tears in her eyes;
Watching the pouring rain,
Saw the lightnintg and the thunder,
And hopes that the rainbow is near.
She is lonely but happy,
She smiles through her tears,
Touching the window pane,
She think about how far she had come,
Amidst blacks and whites of life.

One of my favorite song

HERO
-Mariah Carey

There's a hero,
If you look inside your heart,
You don't have to be afraid of what you are,
There's an answer,
If you reach into your soul,
And the sorrow that you know will melt away.

[chorus]
And then a hero comes along,
With the strenght to carry on,
And you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive,
So when you feel like hope is gone,
Look inside you and be strong,
And you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road,
When you face the world alone,
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold,
You can find love,
If you search within yourself,
And the emptiness you felt will disappear.

[chorus]

Lord knows,
Dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away,
Hold on,
There will be tomorrow,
In time you'll find the way.

[chorus]

That a hero lies in.....you______
Ooohh that a hero lies in.....you____

Give me the reason!

Why do tears come at night?
Why do screams escape the mouth?
Give me the reason!
Why does it hurt,
To lost someone we love?

Why do heart tend to break?
Why do mind seem to blur?
Give me the reason!
Why do we care,
When someone special leave us?

Why dreams and hopes belied?
Why do future became bleak?
Give me the reason!
Why do we mind,
When somebody betray us?

Why do pains exists?
Why do happiness not lasts?
Give me the reason!
Why do we feel shattered,
Why God plan do not match ours?

Why can't we let go?
Why can't we hang on?
Give me the reason!
Why can't we hold but lost,
Someone we love so much?

Two scenes so touching!

The Awakening

The Moon up there
Calmly and brightly shining
Where art thou?
Peacefully and gaily slumbering.
Here i am,
Disjointed heart cocooning,
Pine needles, softly the breeze sway,
Shattered heart, slowly merging to clay.
Who would listen to my lonely song?
Waiting a deary day long.
Where should i begin?
Who would free me from this crushing burden?
Life's not a bed roses, people say,
Thorns picking life is not worth, i say.
Silently at the corner, hope awaites,
A clock ticking time, it follows.
Go with Hope, my heart say.
I should, but my heart still stay.
Hold me, and lead me, dear Hope,
With you beside me, only i cope.
A new morning will come,
Sweetly awakened, i will become.

Selected Quotable quotes

Flintoff: I can't control my destiny. It's not something I am worried about. It's extra responsibility. I am probably more looking to get the best out of me.

Chinese Proverb: A hundred man can build an encampment, but it takes a women to make a home.

*** The time to make friend is before you need them.

Shakespeare: Wise people does not forget what they've lost; but they don't mourn over it or allow to linger on their mind.

*** Train up a child in the way he should go' but be sure you go that way yourself.

*** Instead of focussing on a person's past,look at how far he came.

*** Kind words are always the right kind of words.

*** Things are not always heavy because of the amount; often,it is heavy because we don't learn and know how to carry them.

*** Don't judge people until you stand in their shoes.

*** Eventhough kind people are not always wise, Wise people are always kind.

Set me free!

I am falling
Deep.deep down,
Nobody's out there to help me.
Some seem to care,
Others seem to love,
But they push me more,
Deep,deeper still,
To this endless pit,
Thinking they are helping.

Is there someone out there?
Driven by true love.
Who really cares,
Who will hear my cry,
Listen to my miseries,
Who will take me as i am,
Understand my burden,
Be there for me,
But by letting me, me.

Some show love by leaving,
Other show it by controlling,
Who would be there?
To love me as i am,
To accept the way i am,
Set me free!
Like an eagle,let me soar
Don't love me too much,
Les't i fall,let me be me.

I need a helping hand,
And an understanding heart,
Not judgemental,
To love me,understand me,
To cherish me the way i am.
How could i survive,
A love that suffocates me?
I want to be freed.
Don't hold me,set me free!

Favorite poem

IF.....
-Rudyard Kipling

IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!
Source: www.everypoet.com

Beautiful Words

I love the saying.....

We are a wonderful twosome,
The moments we spent together are pretty special,
It is wonderful to know that
You are always there
Whenever i need you
I experience an inner joy in knowing that
You will do for me
What no one else will do,
Darling,I LOVE YOU!
And i count myself blessed that you are mine!

Blessed September 19th!

This is dedicated to someone very very special out there....

This is the day you came into the world;
The angels are smiling at the lovely face of yours;
Near and dear ones are pampering you with love;
The world welcomes the happiness you brought!
How great your welcoming was!
But, i did not realise until later;
How wonderful you were;
Not only to the world;
But especially to me, in my life!
Could i ever thank you enough?
For the gift of yourself in my life!
You brought me a new love, a new hope;
A new life full of love and laughter;
Who am i to distress you?
With my selfish behaviour; cruel conduct;
When you had given me so much!
You presented me a companion; a true friend;
Thank you for meeting me as i am;
For having seen the goodness in me,
Help me to be more like you;
To be able to love without expectation!

I'll be there

Not a good singer, i am;
But sing, i will for you;
A song about good times,
The memories i treasure.

Not good with words, i am;
But recite, i will for you;
A poem about true love,
A love full of trust and hope.

Not a good writer, i am;
But write, i will for you;
A tale about two lovers,
Await to be together.

Not a good preacher, i am;
But preach, i will for you;
The path to happy life,
A life about truth and honesty.

Not good at a thing, i am;
But do anything, i will for you;
All you need is to call,
Anytime you need me.

Count Your Blessings

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It is difficult to comprehend how we,as a human being, could actually be contented with whatever we had, because there is always a lengthy list of what we want,what we wish to have. Counting a blessing is very difficult for us, who often forget along our daily lives that we are blessed so much. Every christian is known to say The Lord's prayer asking for daily bread but never have the idea what, according to God, is daily bread!
I remember myself having had a joint-pain problem. At that time, i used to question God why He did not make me healthy like my friends. When we went to a doctor for check up, he told me to sit 1 hour under the Sun everyday, or my problem will get worse and i may eventually crippled. It is only then i realised how i am blessed to be able to rely on the fact that the Sun will rose everyday! God had given me enough reason for me to be happy at thet time. I realised the everyday rising of the Sun is indeed a blessing because my health depend on it! To have a family who help me to sit under the Sun so that i may not get bored is another blessing!
Count your blessing, name them one by one. Start from the everyday rising of the Sun, i don't think you will just stop when the Sun sets because you still saw His guidance and care even in the darkest night.Don't wait until you learn it in the hard way!

TIME HEALS

Feeling down?
Look around;
There is someone,
Looking worse than you.
Feeling alone?
Look around;
There is someone,
Who never leave you.
Feeling sad?
Look around;
How blessed you are,
In this harsh world.
Feeling depressed?
Look around;
Think carefully
The beauties surrounding you.
Feeling lost?
Look around;
You never know,
What tomorrow will bring.
Feeling worthless?
Think again;
You still have hopes,
Dreams to fulfill.
Feeling ignored?
Think again;
God is ever loving.
He gave you a time.
Time to heal you.
Bring you new day
Along with new hope.
He will never leave
Nor forsake you!

Boring Seminar!

Here i am,staring at you;
Do you know what i expect from you?
I have no idea what's being said,
Excuse me!I don't think you ever cared!

Here comes another,an unknown man;
I think whatever he said is insane!
Coz i don't understand,
What's been said on the stand.

Another is there waiting,
On the row, interestly reading;
Dear me!When will this stop?
Change the language or i'll drop!

Everybody out there,please remember;
There is someone in this cold november,
Ready to listen to whatever is said,
As long as a known language is laid!

Sorry, if i act so strange,
Not your fault,nor the crew of yours;
But mine, only the fault of mine;
All becoz i don't learn your language in time!

THE HOUSE

The house stood tall,beautiful by the sea-shore;
With all worldly riches and wealth,
Happily lived a young girl in it,
Enduring all pleasureas and miseries alone,
What more should she want?
The house is her home, her world.
But she is alone,need a companion,
Someone to share love,laughter and burden;
Who would care in harsh world outside?
Life has a plan for her,
It gave her a friend so good,
Who wants to be there,to share her life;
But sharing in sacrificing,
She had to surrender her independence,
And,a large part of her home,her world.
The house become theirs, not just hers;
All desision and steps,she need to remember;
There is a friend who counts,
A friend who love and care too much.
She share the love and laughter,but;
Alas!Her privacy is breached,
She felt trapped in the house,
Amidst too much care and share.
She often reflect in her room,
Asking God for help, an answer;
What is better in life?
A life of loneliness but independence,or;
A life of sharing but suffocating adjustment!

THE LOST SOUL

This may seem strange to you..

I am a big girl now.
I've come a long way from an introvert
With no friend to a doted friend.
Things that happens to me really change me.
Especially those lessons learnt in the hard way.
But i know that God's love is merciful,
God's Love is free,
God's love is wonderful.
Who am I to question God's judgements.
I trust in Him,
When i'm weak, when i,m strong,
When i'm right or when i'm wrong,
My God loves me anyway....

I AM SLANDER

I am slander,
I'm just different!
God only knows the stuff i'm made of;
Things about me i don't understand;
Tis no strange if you don't know me;
I'm not made to be known; and
You are not made to know me!

I am amber,
I'm just indifferent!
God only knows the colour i'm mixed of;
Glows about me i can't comprehend;
Tis no new if you think i'm hot;
But i'm not made to be owned; and
You are not made to own me!

I am jocular,
I'm just funny!
God only knows the jokes i'm capable of;
Tales about me i can't tolerate;
Tis so fun if one's life's a joke;
But my life's not to be poked; and
You are not made to poke at me!

JUSTICE-my cat

I have had a cat when i was a teenager. I fondly named her Justice because she was kind, generous and adorable to everybody. We were happy to have each other because we love each other very much. I often thanked God for letting her happen in my life.

After four years of being together, i never even had the slightest urge to have another cat and i felt she had the same opinion about me. Nonetheless, a day came when i had to leave my hometown for my future studies.I didnn't want to leave Justice but circumstances compelled me to choose my career and leave her behind in the care of my parents. Amidst tears and hugs, i left Justice with a promise that i would soon return home to be with her. Eventhough she might be a simple cat for others, she was the best for me, just sufficient for me. Even my friends adored her.

Whenever i called home from abroad, i always enquired about Justice affairs. My parents and friends,as they had promise took great care of her.But as much as they care and love,they were not me.Their being there didn't help my poor cat because she missed me so much. She roamed around here and there in search of solace and eventually found a very good girl about my age. That girl adored her and Justice seem to feel she had come home. Eventhough my cat did not forget me then, it was obvious to everyone who saw her that she was happy.

When i returned home, i thought of taking back from her new friend, but when i reflected myself carefully, i realised it would not be fair to the new friend. Also, since i had to continue my studies, i felt it was the best for both of us that he found a new friend.Sometimes i missed her so badly that i cried but still i am happy for her.I knew i would not have a chance to held her but i trust her new friend would make her happy. But to me ,Justice will always be a dear cat to me. Just thinking about her made me realised how happy she made me. She taught me how to love and what is the meaning of love and care. She was a great cat, one of a kind.

Salute-JUSTICE!

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Ode to you

Thou child of love and honesty;
O’er gold lay thy preciousness;
For thy heart is greater than thy body;
In thy comfort there lay no mess.
Fondle by thy arms, I lay;
Thou fill me with warmth and love;
Yet I, heartless ungrateful clay;
Often tighten thy love to doubt.

I'm in love with you

here i am
truly yours still
for months i have been yours
for eternity i will be yours
coz you are the sun of my life
which brought love,
warmth and desire;
accompanied with light, hopes and fire;
to live and to wish
to achieve and achieve;
to live life,to love life,
to love and to receive,
to have faith and to see dreams.
we held hands and walk down
not only to the streets of neihbourhood;
but to the path which led to our hearts;
our dreams,our aspirations;
we have left our footprints on the sands of time
which wont be washed off ever
the moments we spent;and
the memories we share are forever
what was it like to you?
the moments we spent together
the moments we spent apart;
missing and thinking about each other.
give me a helping hand
to cherish those beautiful memories
and creating a better one..
I AM IN LOVE WITH U!

Time for everything

A day may come when you are on the top of the world but never forget that.....you cannot escape those hard times also because life is about ups and downs. Avoid living to much in a dream world just because your life blossoms today because you never know what lies ahead. When we are children, all of us siblings use to argue about small things. my father use to pacify us by saying that make the best of your living together because it may not be very long. At that time , we took our being together for grantd. But things always do not come according to our plan. Today, we found all siblings staying in different cities, no time to discuss our hearts. Sometimes. i wish i could turn back time so that we all will be together in our dad's ancestral home, with no worries but jingle jingle all the way.....

Divine Love

Divine love,I seek thee,
For thou art too rare,
But won't I quit,
For thou art, too precious,
Too good, I treasure thou.

Divine love,I need thee,
For thou art comfort me,
Sometimes, don't i understand,
Why thou art cares,
About me, a filthy brat.

Divine love,I trust thee,
For thou art guide me,
Lead me,in thy path,
To thee, I sacrifice,
My future, my everything.

Divine love, I praise thee,
For thou art is worthy,
To seek, to trust,
Thou art my all in all,
To thee, I look up.

Dream Man

Martin Luther had said,” I have a dream, I cross the stream…”. Using the same lines, we also keeps on listening a never withering song sung by famous musical band ABBA. I believe in dreams. Here, I am going to share you my dreams or whatever you call it, a ‘fantasy’ or a ‘fairy tale’, but, i can assure you that its the truth eventhough it might seem stranger than fiction! I have a dream….but I do not cross the stream. Rather, I swim a stream! A stream of life, love, passions, pleasure and happiness, and whatever constitute a joyful and meaningful life! Wanna have a look?

DREAM MAN
I dreamt about someone……
Someone who is full of life,
Ready to share the fullness with me.
Someone who is ready to give,
And to receive love, hope, beauty and trust,
Someone who can be strong for me
In whose arms i’ll be comforted,
Someone who listen to my talk
Who dried my tears
And give me a reason tosmile.
Someone who cherish me and love me
Praise me with my good deeds
But correct me at my fault,
Someone who hold me when i’m scared
Guide me when i lost my way
Encourage me when i’m down,
Someone who inspire me to follow my dreams
Who believe in me
And help to make my dreams come true.
Someone who has faith in me
In my possibility of being an achiever,
Above all,someone who is ready
To accept when all these deeds,
And gifts are reciprocated.

I do dreamt about big houses
A beautiful home
Filled with love and laughter
Along with all the luxuries in life..
But they are just a bonus
A secondary dream
A second fiddle to my Someone…….

I do wish for a successful career
A satisfying job
With safe and secure environment
Along with all modern facilities…
But they matters to me lesser
Just an additional thing
A fragrance for my Someone…..

Now, the big question is..
Do you believe in dreams came true?
I do, coz I know it! I had experience it!
Dreams like mine do come true!